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I started watching Markiplier’s LP of Emily is Away and it inspired me to download AIM again. Because nostalgia. But AIM is broken now and it’s horrible and was a letdown. However… In my single AIM conversation, I was reminded that I hadn’t updated this in years. Like, since I split up with Bryce. Our divorce …
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I’m doing this by grade. The songs I associate with each grade. Yep. I don’t actually feel like typing, I just started listening to these and… yeah. I don’t know. I AM FULL OF ELOQUENCE TODAY. So… 4 = 4th grade, 5 = 5th grade, etc. I don’t think I really listened to music much …
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Heyyy. I haven’t written on this blog since August. Sorry if any of you cared (or exist.) So. I have stopped watching TV. This is true except for about 6 hours on Sunday when I watch Game of Thrones (over… and over… and over… because omgIloveyouDaenerys!). My cable box thing has been set to HBO …
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Lucid Dream and Morbid Dream

May 11th, 2012 | Posted by MatronEdea in Dreams | Journal - (1 Comments)

I had two dreams last night. For one of them, I knew that I was dreaming, so I was much more daring than usual. For the second one, I didn’t know that I was dreaming, but it was ridiculously morbid, and I think that I sort of knew that I was dreaming, otherwise I wouldn’t have …
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My Dream from Last Night

April 22nd, 2012 | Posted by MatronEdea in Dreams | Uncategorized - (1 Comments)

I had two dreams last night, that I can remember. The first one was where I was at work, in some upscale house, helping with an auction for jewelry. Bryce was in the crowd somewhere. I really wanted Bryce to buy this ring I was looking at, but when bidding started, no one would pay …
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Someone I follow on twitter wrote a blog about relationships. He has never been in one, so it was more about what kind of relationship he would want, and how he sees the idea of marriage. It can be read here. I’m on the opposite end of the spectrum. I’ve been in several relationships, and …
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Ex-Boyfriend Nicknames

January 6th, 2012 | Posted by MatronEdea in Journal | Uncategorized - (3 Comments)

I have dated many guys in the last 10 years. Most of them I don’t count — I exclude everyone before high school for the most part — but in explaining my past to Bryce, I’ve discovered that I give my exes strange nicknames. The first boyfriend I had was called Lemonhead. Not really, I …
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2011 vs 2012

December 31st, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Attitudes | Journal - (1 Comments)

The last year has been full of changes for me. I ended a 3 year long relationship, got over the idea that I needed someone, moved to Los Angeles, started another relationship and got engaged, and traveled to Australia to be with my fiance. I also ran out of money — resulting in my not being …
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A Myspace-ish Survey

December 22nd, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Attitudes | Dreams | Journal - (0 Comments)

Personal 1-How are you? I’m okay. 2-Post a picture of yourself. 3-Do you ever wish you were someone else? All the time. 4-What is your entire name? Danielle Day Cantrell 5-How old are you? 23 6-Age you get mistaken for: 17 7-Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality: Scorpio, and yes. 8-What …
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Fight Or Flight

December 14th, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Attitudes | Autobiography | Journal - (6 Comments)

I wrote this essay for my writing class this term, and told whoever read my blog that I would post it… So here you go. Names have been changed, of course.   There is nothing quite like being paralyzed by fear. When we are faced with a situation like this – knowing that no matter …
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