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I started watching Markiplier’s LP of Emily is Away and it inspired me to download AIM again. Because nostalgia. But AIM is broken now and it’s horrible and was a letdown. However… In my single AIM conversation, I was reminded that I hadn’t updated this in years. Like, since I split up with Bryce. Our divorce …
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My Dream from Last Night

April 22nd, 2012 | Posted by MatronEdea in Dreams | Uncategorized - (1 Comments)

I had two dreams last night, that I can remember. The first one was where I was at work, in some upscale house, helping with an auction for jewelry. Bryce was in the crowd somewhere. I really wanted Bryce to buy this ring I was looking at, but when bidding started, no one would pay …
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Someone I follow on twitter wrote a blog about relationships. He has never been in one, so it was more about what kind of relationship he would want, and how he sees the idea of marriage. It can be read here. I’m on the opposite end of the spectrum. I’ve been in several relationships, and …
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Sex is not something we should be ashamed of. If consenting adults have a sexual relationship and they’re being responsible about it, I don’t see why they should have to hide it. There are people, though, who think that sex is something that should be whispered. I know a few people who are uncomfortable even saying the …
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Ex-Boyfriend Nicknames

January 6th, 2012 | Posted by MatronEdea in Journal | Uncategorized - (3 Comments)

I have dated many guys in the last 10 years. Most of them I don’t count — I exclude everyone before high school for the most part — but in explaining my past to Bryce, I’ve discovered that I give my exes strange nicknames. The first boyfriend I had was called Lemonhead. Not really, I …
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2011 vs 2012

December 31st, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Attitudes | Journal - (1 Comments)

The last year has been full of changes for me. I ended a 3 year long relationship, got over the idea that I needed someone, moved to Los Angeles, started another relationship and got engaged, and traveled to Australia to be with my fiance. I also ran out of money — resulting in my not being …
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Fight Or Flight

December 14th, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Attitudes | Autobiography | Journal - (6 Comments)

I wrote this essay for my writing class this term, and told whoever read my blog that I would post it… So here you go. Names have been changed, of course.   There is nothing quite like being paralyzed by fear. When we are faced with a situation like this – knowing that no matter …
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Autobiography Blogs: Age 0-5

December 9th, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Autobiography | Journal - (2 Comments)

I’ve decided to start writing my life out, a bit. Like an autobiography with a year or two at a time, except for this post. I have very little memory of my life before I was 3 or so, so this post will mostly be about my first few years of existence. So. My parents …
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Ah, yes. Within the MyIGN community, there have been two recent “fake” people. One was quickly forgiven, her reasons were easy to understand and she’s still a part of the community. She explained herself and that was pretty much the end of the situation. With the more recent one, it was a guy who had …
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Nuclear Waste – An Open Letter

September 29th, 2011 | Posted by MatronEdea in Attitudes | Journal - (4 Comments)

Jeff responded “I did take out the garbage!!!! I swear!!!” and it was a surprisingly accurate response to what just happened. You see, John, from my Slap blog, did break up with his girlfriend Jane. They broke up yesterday, and he was so excited to go clubbing this weekend and maybe even go back to …
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